Thank you to those of you who walked this journey with me. This season is now over. I’m moving on as an adult to bigger and better things. Thank you for those of you who supported and helped me along the way and thank you for those of you who were lights in my life. I look forward to spending time with you in the future. Welcome to my new life.
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Kory is a man who is learning what it is to love, grow, and be more like Jesus, but he had to first learn what it was to be a child, a child of God.
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I’m a child of the most high God,
God is with me differently than before.
Always all ways He is with me,
this is how I flee.
Temptation is no longer that nation I’m planting my flag,
in all that God has done, I’m in awe.
God is in righteousness, joy, and purity.
God is in the fleeing of the wicked things of this earth and fleeing evil spirits.
God is the divine being that draws all men and women to Himself.
God is not tempting you, but He is loving you, He is bringing you life, He is being good to you, and He is being faithful to you.
Wholehearted devotion is His will for you.
My apology to those of you who have read this and felt unloved by me at any moment of my life. Hit me up and I will make it right. Unity in Christ is the only way forward. Blessings.
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We won’t lay down anymore.
We will fight for what’s ours.
There is alot on the line.
This is our
Time.
Time.
Time.
Time.
Time again, they can’t all be losses some will be wins
and I’m coming for them, we’re coming for them.
Every victory, every task that seems to big, I’m scaling, I’m elevating, I’m here for it.
We are not one yet, but we will be, and you will see nothing but God and His glory.
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I am a friend of sinners
I am a sinner
I am a saint
I am not the great one
I am just a man
Bought with a price
By the precious blood of Jesus Christ
And it is so precious -
It loves.
It transforms.
It grows.
it doesn’t judge.
It performs well.
It sanctifies.
It glorifies.
It magnifies.
Love does, doesn’t it?
I am the man God created me to be and I don’t fear the outcome of all God has put before me. He is my God whom I love and I am unashamed to admit exactly that truth to every one of my readers. Love changes things, because God changes things, because God is love.
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I have had many choices many decisions that made me the man I am.
My question for you is what choices have you made and what has come of them?
You have to know by now that your choices make up your life, right?
It’s okay that you don’t. The choices, the decisions, even the mistakes you make don’t define you.
God does
the defining
the refining
the designing
the face to face interactions that humble you
God does
it
all
for
your
good.
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There is no perfect father here on earth
There is a Perfect Father in Heaven
He sent His Son to Die for Me and You
he is a good Father He is a good God
my dad is a good man
my dad is hard working
my dad is the man God gave me to raise me
and it cost him alot
my God is restoring all of that and I praise Him for it!
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
God is with me living through me helping me be a good man I see it it’s beautiful I see it in him and I see it in me
thanks dad
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Fast forward five times fast to find fast love
Why do Christians get married so fast
I want to be married fast faster than I’ve been before I will speed through the night to the front door
I will grow to be the man she needs before I knock I hope
Longing longing I am to be that man today
You know Him don’t you the man I seek to be?
We know him we say
We know him we say
We know him we say
and He will not depart
My hope is you know Him, He needs to know you, to show you the way.
To be to be or not to be is this marriage or wife you seek
His plans are best so slow it down before you reach the uniqueness of too much speed and too fast slopes of emotional driftwood
There are many things a Christian man can long for in this life and I have found it to be that the slowest way forward is the best way forward, so listen to the signs that say slow down, don’t go there, this is not the way, and listen to the still small voice that says.
“This is the way walk in it.”
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I am a boy not a toy soldier
I am a man not a tin can
I’m a good man
I’m the theif on the crossIf I would of done this would you love me
If I would of done this would you respect me
I’m the if on the cross
God is the yes on the cross
Jesus is the Yes on the Cross
THE HOLY SPIRIT SAID YES TO THE CROSS
Am I trustworthy doesn’t matter
Am I fallen enough doesn’t pertain
Am I sick enough to be healed
Have I been through the shame?God said Yes So did Jesus The Holy Spirit too
Yes to all of it
The red and the blueThat fear That fear
He died for that too
That fear That fear
It died to me too -
God, I’m miserable
Son, you are not under attack
You have dealt with real problems
and the solutions aren’t easy
You have two options believe and doubt
Believe that I am good or
doubt that I am
Believe that I will finish this
or doubt I will
Believe I can heal you
or doubt my healing
Believe and not doubt
This is my notebook moment
I’ve already forgotten so much belief
Help me remember it
I don’t see a path forward
As I wrote the last line I caught the line again
I caught the glimpse of past good things that help me see that there is light forward
Even though I’m stuck in this room alone at times
in my
fear and unbelief
Even when I look outside and everything falls
I know a part will live on
In the middle of the pain I have forgot it’s name
But even there I feel loved
I don’t deserve
Light Life or Love
and I’ve had all three
come and go
return
and leave
and return again
until one day we depart together
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I can’t always be strong, the kind of boy you desire in me
I have limitations
I can’t always be happy
I have limitations
I can’t always be amazed
I have limitations
I can’t always be filled
I have limitations
I can’t always give
I have limitations
I can’t always recieve
I have limitations
I can’t always be healing
I have limitations
I can’t always be broken
I am healing
I can’t always be hurting
I am smiling
I can’t always be disgusted
I am recieving
the best of what I can that’s
for me.
I CAN’T ALWAYS BE HANDSOME
I have limitations
I CAN’T ALWAYS BE CLEAN
I have dirtiness
I CAN’T ALWAYS BE WHAT YOU WANT FOR ME TO BE
I’m only a man
I’m less of a man some days I hoped to be more.
I’m more of a friend I hoped to be somedays
feeling like I have nothing left,
yet I press on, every time you press that button I press on
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Everything I have had happen to me pales in comparison to
The Good Work
God
Has begun in us
God has begun a good work
in me
And He will carry it
Unto Completion, His Good Work
is carrying things and sharing his prayer burdens with me,
God is good at carrying things.
Is he not?
He makes them lighter.
He carried the Cross, He carries time, He carries the weight of the world and all its trials and troubles.
Next time you see a man carrying something heavy allow it to pierce your heart because he is carrying it so you don’t have to, and next time you are taking up your cross, realize Jesus carried a much heavier one and He carried it unto completion.
So who can carry you unto completion better than Him?
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Have you ever thought about what your take off moment is?
Like the moment where you are finally getting your wheels off the ground, and doing the unspeakable for your life?
My moment hasn’t come yet and I’m okay with that, but I am awaiting that moment with great anticipation.
As God has healed me in this last two years I have had these moments watching movies and impactful films that have me tearing up out of emotion for those that have got their wheels off the ground, it is usually the people that are up against the weight of the world do to unfortunate circumstances and I can’t help but rejoice with them.
The interesting thing about that is their stories have already been lived and written, my story hasn’t been fully lived out yet, and hasn’t been fully written.
Maybe you will watch me lift up my nose and fly into the air after a touch down, maybe not.
But one thing I know is I will take off, my landing might not be the best, but my takeoff will be something to write about.
I’m confident of this one thing not because of who I am apart from anyone or anything else, but because of who I am apart of God and His people.
My hope is that you will be taking off right before, next to, or after me.
Roger ball.
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I’m not sure why, but one of my fondest memories is being on a 737 US Airways airplane with my Dad as he explains how the airplane flies.
Your dad should always teach you how to fly.
This 737 memory is a lock in my mind, a lock for the happy memories of trips taken for free, gifts falling slowly ascending down from the sky, landings bought by hard work of men my dad knew, my dad knew.
There is this memory I have sitting on the airplane I can still picture the blue seats and remember the feel of them in my skin. Why do I remember this so well?
Is it because I knew my Dad cared, or because he was attending to me in his passion, I think that’s it.
This was his passion and he shared it with me.
Every kid should have that feeling,
That memory is a lock in my mind it’s exactly what I needed to learn my dad’s passion, his passion to fly and help others fly.
If only he could teach me to fly again.
Do you think he remembers this memory too?
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It had to be amazing
when you led the Holy Spirit
to tear the veil at the Temple.
You are good to finish the work you began in me.
It is Finished.
It is torn forever.
The Veil between us,
The Veil between you and me.
The Veil is torn
No longer worn
by this cold and weary soul
warmed forever by what remains.
The Veil is gone
it no longer remains.
We are together,
inseperable.
- We were born sinners
- We sinned
- Jesus died on the Cross for us for our sins
- The veil between us and His Presence, God’s Presence, no longer exists for those that believe
- Heaven is coming
- Heaven is here on earth
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He always knew, I don’t know how that Donald Trump was going to be President and a good one at that.
If you do not know my Dad or much about him, he is the hardest working guy I know.
He is a good man with great intentions to love others and do what’s best for his Family and Country.
There is little that my Dad hasn’t accomplished in his life that he set out to accomplish.
Today is his Birthday, 3 days after mine and 42 days before my brothers,
My brother and my Dad are inseparable in many ways, and I always cherished the closeness I had with my Dad in this way.
My Dad and I also share the same middle name. This is another way God has blessed me with a consistent closeness God knew I needed with my Dad.
He showed up to coach my soccer team and was a favorite of all my young friends.
He taught me baseball, soccer, and how to work hard.
He loved the game of Hockey and I used to love watching sports with him.
His favorite player was the little guy, he was always looking out for the little guy.
Thanks Dad.
Thank you for being tough on me when I needed it and showing me grace when I needed that.
I know you tried your best and have done a darn good job making me a tough guy in an even tougher world.
I got this.
This isn’t a statement of pride, this is a statement you taught me that no matter what I face I can persevere on.
You got me.
You have me from the end of my life and until Eternity because of your choice to live and serve God.
You’ve had me since I was a kid and it’s okay to let me go.
God’s got me and
You got me here.
Thanks Dad.
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Steak with a friend is like idolatry without the idols,
It’s like harlotry without the harlots,
It’s like bigotry without the bigots,
maybe with a big gut,
but alot of joy and smiling from ear to ear,
fun conversations about past times,
and reminiscing of times past, friends are good to have with steak, steak is good with good friends,
friends are good to have
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We have to be one together living the Dream He has for us. We have to be willing to lay down arms and take up hugs, we have to see in one another the Image impressed upon us at birth, We must see the God that Created us to be like Him in every way.
Genesis 1:27 So God created mankind in His own image, in the image of God He created them; male and female He created them.
I can reassure you that you will not be more like Jesus if you do not see Him. You need to see him and the only way you can is when you see with a pure heart, that is my prayer and that is my prayer for you.
Matthew 5:8 “Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God”.
Open your eyes so that you may see all that I’ve been doing
I’ve been busy you will see, you will see mountains move
and demons quake
You will see the new become newer and the old fade fade fade
You will see smiles and sadness, Grace and Joy
You will see my heart and I will see yours and we
Will Rejoice, Will Find, Will Seek, Will Know
Christ’s love among us
as we Live Together one Forever
Bought by the moments we’ve laid down
Is love paved forward on the road we hope to go I hope
This is the Way
This Is the Way I know it to be
True Forever
True Forever
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Lonely again because I’m different
No better no less am I
Lonely I am because I’m uniquely yours truly
I can’t be a better man today
I can’t be another man tomorrow
I’m exactly the man God is creating in me
Me the me I am creating
Me the me I am debating
Me the me I am inflating
Too much hot air balloon soliloquy
Too much breath without belief
Too much of the man I use to see
Too much uniquely me
I am alone unique
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People want to paint Jesus out to be someone He’s not, but it’s just because their brushes haven’t been dipped in His blood.
They’ve been dipped in shame, regret, pain, loneliness, rejection, and anger.
Their tears haven’t been wiped away by God Himself.
Their hearts haven’t been softened,
Their faces haven’t been lifted,
Their countenance hasn’t been brought forth,
Their light has not lit,
So what would you expect them to paint with, The good Lord?
They will. They will paint with the Good Lord, They will walk with the Good Lord, They will rejoice with Him and dance with Him and then then they too will paint with The Blood.
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There is an Unapologetic Truth that I have been afraid to share in the public arenas of my life. Jesus Is Lord.
I shouldn’t shy away because people have been taught differently or even because they have been given a spirit of fear. Jesus Is Lord.
I should equip myself to understand how to speak to these people in love, but I should never neglect them for fear of what they will say. Jesus Is Lord.
I went to Africa and proclaimed it that. Jesus Is Lord.
I have proclaimed it here. Jesus Is Lord.
I am now aware thanks to a podcast I just watched and thanks to the man Charlie Kirk to show me what it is that is my responsibility. Jesus Is Lord.
To open up spaces for conversation where the Gospel can be and should be presented. Jesus Is Still Lord.
There is an evil lurking in society and if we would be honest we all see it. Jesus Is Lord.
There are many things that we should be doing and now we will. I truly believe it. Jesus Is Lord.
You may be offended by this post, that doesn’t change that. Jesus Is Lord.
Jesus Is Lord.
And.
He.
Loves.
People.
Jesus Is King.
And.
He.
Has.
A.
Standard.
Jesus has a way of life to live and He lived it first.
Jesus is the Lord we need and His grace is sufficient for all our weaknesses. Not our cowardess. Speak, Walk, Love, Run after those who need Jesus and you will be smack dab in the middle of the Will of God. Wait on Him and He will lead you how you need to be led. It’s time.
Jesus
Has
A
Standard
Because
Of
His
Grace
He
Knows
What’s
Best
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God has been so incredibly faithful
and that is just the start.
This last year has been nothing short of amazing, amazing times of healing, and amazing time of loneliness, and amazing times of suffering, with God.
God has been incredibly faithful and I do not deserve this and that’s the point.
I didn’t deserve to be at the Trump Rally and I didn’t deserve to watch the future Stanley Cup Champion Florida Panthers, I didn’t deserve to go to Disney, I didn’t deserve to have good experiences with my family and great experiences with my friends.
I didn’t deserve what happened to me, and that’s the point.
God has been incredibly faithful He didn’t need to show me a million crosses and He didn’t need to slow me down, but He did. He didn’t need me to accompany Him yet He lets me accompany Him. He didn’t need to plan an intricate plan of Healing for me in this Season, Yet He did.
And that’s the point, I didn’t deserve this and He still did it, I didn’t deserve all the nice things people have said about me and I don’t deserve the comforts given. But That’s The Point. That is the point.
That I didn’t deserve it and yet God allowed it to happen, and I didn’t deserve Healing yet God healed me, and I didn’t deserve to be set free from sin, yet God set me free.
But that’s the point
I have tried to earn God’s love and that’s the point. I didn’t have too.
For those of you who are like me and are haunted by their past I want to encourage you that this is not God’s heart for you that you would perfect yourself before Him. He will restore you, He will Heal you.
God forgives, He literally shows us the love He has for us by showing us the Cross. The one that’s up on your wall or buried deep in that drawer under all those meaningless papers. That Cross is literally God showing His love that He currently has for you. Think about that it isn’t only a reminder that you are a sinner, it never was supposed to be that. It is a reminder that we can do nothing about our sin apart from His love. The cross is God showing His love for us right now, for you right now. You are still a sinner so you are still worth the cross. I truly believe this is what Romans 5:8 means. Our sin condition doesn’t change it’s constant this side of Heaven, sure God transforms us and makes us more like Him, and His son Jesus, but I don’t want you to miss this that every time you see the cross and think of God and of Jesus you don’t have to think, “man I have to earn this today again”. No you don’t you can look at the cross and say with humility God I need this love today, this love that you poured out, because friends, that’s the beauty God never once said He doesn’t love or accept us. Our circumstances have lied to us and aren’t a direct true portrayal of who God is, the God who loves us whether we sin or not. Pretty amazing if you ask me.
For a long time I’ve felt I had to earn God’s love and His approval, trust me I don’t nor can I. There is literally nothing I can do to earn His love. I must just receive it. I think this has been a year for the books and to think that it kicked off with me going on a yearly journey to learn what I learned today after all this time that God loves me and that He takes my sin from me even though he knows I’m a sinner. There is literally no greater transfer. God here’s my mess, thanks Kory, Here is my Son. Thanks God!
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Charlie is alive, this isn’t some media lie I’m trying to spread.
He isn’t dead in Heaven, He isn’t dead in our hearts, and He isn’t dead He’s with Jesus.
What a sad day today is as I awake and further realize I lost a friend yesterday and America lost a visionary and Christians lost a brother.
I understand that people don’t like what he says and they choose to believe lies and are afraid of the truth.
But Charlie isn’t dead, He’s alive with Christ.
Charlie believed in something bigger than hate, bigger than murder, bigger than darkness.
He believed in the One and Only True God Jesus Christ.
I’m sorry to have to write this knowing it’s a response to a horrific act and like many I was influenced by the man and mission of Charlie Kirk.
And that influence will live on.
RIP Brother
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It’s heavy and it took some time to process all I’ve been thinking, feeling, wondering, but God is still good and truth is still true and I believe it just begun, the movement, the passion, the relentless pursuit of souls.
God, thank you for being so faithful and so good to us. We have been incredibly ungrateful for what we’re given. Forgive us.
Today is another day, yes and for me the weight is different, and maybe you too. But is it not still heavy, being made lighter, lighter and lighter?
Charlie went to Heaven, asleep with the Lord as Scripture says. I could use that rest, I could use that rest in time.
God you are so faithful to give me the opportunity to interact with men and women who care and have faith you are doing something special in America.
Charlie was one of these faithful people and he also was the beginning of one of those movements. Reaching the youth of America in a way that I never would have thought of. So thank you Charlie for your service, your sacrifice, and your relentless spirit that led to this moment. This moment where hearts change and see truth, this moment where wrongs committed are righted and blind eyes are opened. Evil is not okay, in America or anywhere else, God does have a plan for America, and that not all people are forgotten. Thank you Charlie, Thank you.
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An unexpected thing happened yesterday.
A loss of life and a gain of eternity.
A man lossed his life while another lost his freedom, his dignity, his purpose.
A man was enshrined with the Medal of Freedom another man chased and pursued for a wrong committed.
One man has impacted me with his life and another man with his death. The life of Charlie Kirk was one to be aspired towards, but the importance of that man now will never be forgotten in history now that his soul moved on. A perfect man he wasn’t, but convicted he was by the Holy Spirit, a communicator of unapologetic truth.
There was only one perfect man who walked this earth, and He made Charlie and He made the men and women that made Charlie and He made the men and women who built the Twin Towers, both stood tall in the United States of America.
You might not see the parallel here, but I will inform you to the best of my ability. One stood tall in New York City, the other stood tall in Arizona, one faced storms and the weight of people in the Big Apple, another took on the attitudes of troubled college students and the weight of the youth at all the local colleges, one held America’s financial future, the other held America’s educational hope, one was built with brick and mortar, the other one with sinews and bone, one was very human, both a symbol of humanity.
I’m not sure which one stood taller.
Charlie will be missed and so will the Twin Towers, both fell in September, both fell with a crash, both will be remembered year after year.
Many precious lives were lost and many loved ones were left behind when the Twin Towers fell and one precious life was lost on the 10th of September 2025.
September got heavy on the backs of the Americans the 11th 2001, September got a little heavier on the 10th this year.
September will not be the end of all good things, that I can trust.
For many people September is an even harder obstacle for me its bittersweet. You see my birthday is in September and along with many good things to eat.
I ended this poem lightly to ensure that it still exists, the faith, and love in this American way even though what happened, did.
So to all my September birthdays and all my September sorrows I say make the best of what you got, because you’re not alone, and you are loved, and so was Charlie and so were the people of the Twin Towers.
Stand tall and proud for God’s Country and King, just like they both did Charlie and the Twins.
To those that lost their life and made sacrifices the days the Twin Towers fell, Thank you.
To those that knew and loved Charlie Kirk, Thank you.
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Tomorrow is another day, This too will fade
into forever someday
Forever someday things will be better
Today things aren’t great, but God
is still as Good as He ever is
So Today I will Rejoice and tomorrow I will be Rejoicing
Never forgetting to mourn what i have lost
friends family time
I feel I’ve lost more time than anything, time living my passions, time spending with family, time Reminiscing with friends
Remember To
R.I.P. Charlie
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They are faithful, faithless, and fearless
they come when they need you and are far when you don’t
they are built differently, all the same
they come in different personalities and traits
they hear you when you speak to them
you hear them when they speak to you
ministry can separate close friends,
but ministers are friends
main streets keep neighbors as friends
together for a long time
same streets give great friends time to spend
you have friends in unlikely places
you have friends from different places
you have friends from scattered glances to repeated stares through dark places
your friends are always available
your friends might not have time for you
but that doesn’t mean they don’t love you
this means they’re thinking of you
from a distance long away
from the darkness longing for escape
from the light and all the love
from above and below
friends are here for you when you need them
friends hurt without meaning and mean without hurting
I meant to
I did
I can’t
Not now
I’m here
Let’s go.
Are all things friends say
Friends are human
Friends are weak
Friends are strong
Friends are sad
Friends are different
but
Friends are Friends
Friends are numbered
Friends are here for you
Friends are numbered
They count
Friends make sacrifices
they can
Friends make time stop
Friends make time
Friends are friendly
that you can find
in the darkest of hearts the most unexpected of times the heart of a father the heart of a rhyme, the heart of reason, the heart of a new season, the heart of healing, in a hard heart.
Friends can be everything you have hoped and some things you have feared, but God can be a friend too
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You are a writer son
write your Heart out
write to the moon
write from the moon
shoot for the moon
eclipse the moon
surpass the stars
circle the planets
with your words
Eat the words Isaiah
Strengthen yourself in my Word
Eat and grow strong in faith
I am sorrowed in my heart for the things God has not provided yet, but I am also found rejoicing in God and Christ and The Holy Spirit in my same heart. – Kory Brinza
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Free the Holy Spirit
To do His work
He’s Amazing
Free The Entrapped Dove
Let Him Fly
Let Him Soar
Let Him Set Free Souls
Free the Holy Ghost
Let him haunt
Let Him Heal
Let Him Improve You
That is The Path Forward
That is the path.
As men we seem to think the way we know is best and I have been guilty of this myself even tonight making a wrong decision that could have been costly.
As men we rarely give space for God to move and speak after all in Him we are to live and move and have our being.
As men we can choose a better path forward one led by the Spirit of God.
As men will we?
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Why do they act that way
When you see it Love firstWhy are they doing that?
When you see it Love firstBehavior correction is only
As good
As those
Who
Know
Love first
Love firstYou may think you know love until
You’ve met Love first
Before all the judgement before all the criticism Love firstLove Big
Love with Hearts Open Wide
Love with Arms Wide Open
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Come different
They aren’t self seeking
They lay down to love
They long for the good
If only we all hadHearts from God
We would be fuller
greater
lesser
and
better
All around peopleNot identified by a steeple
But a people known for their Love!
Known for what they give
Known for what others get
A new life
A new love
New lives
A sacrifice bought with a price longing to remember everything a long time love that existed before we knew time we are different when we carry Hearts From GodI was at the John Mark Mcmillan concert last night and I showed up one way and left different with a Heart from God
Isn’t it true that we all have Hearts from God beating in our chest, discover that love.
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Just passing through
Don’t let these waits stop my growth
Don’t let the child die
Don’t let the evil man live
God bless the kids
I’m the same man I used to be
I changed once from remembering
the man I was covered in blood
the boy I am covered in love
I can’t wait but I guess I canPreparation is pain
Preparation is painless
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God is the only one we need to
Love and Obey
and He is
Everything and all
Everything we need
Every other blessing would
Befall us
He is
The only One
who can
cause us
too Truly
RISE
There are many things I’ve asked for and longed for and I truly believe if I would have recieved them my life would be ruined.
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Love never ends,
But Love abides,
Rejection does
Rejection ends always all ways
You Have Felt Rejection
I know because
I
Have
To
You have felt Rejected
and
I know because
I
Have
Also
You Are Not Rejected
I know because
I have been LOVED
You Are So LOVED
the Lord looks at the heart
the Lord looks at the tears
the weariness of the soul
the wounds and the scars that
still need to heal
the Lord looks at all these things
the Lord looks at you
and says
You Are Loved Greatly
Men want to give up Childish Ways
Too Fast
In God’s Kingdom a man needs to allow God to Heal his Childhood before He can truly become a man.
Every man needs Healing
Every man needs God
A man cannot love other people until they have dealt with Rejection. Until they have met with God in a place of vulnerability that leads to Healing.
Even then a man still may not know the way to Recieve, this takes Soul Work.
God is faithful to begin and continue this process.
- Go with God to where He is leading you
- Do not fear vulnerability
- Eat the food that is given you
- Grow with those that love you
Come to the Table.
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in your presence I am undone
in your presence I am less of a man
than I thought I’d be
in your presence I feel loved
in your presence I can’t be alone
I am not my own
I have been bought by your presence
You have paid a great price
to be with me
in Your Presence
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The one we all walk across
to forgive
one another
a sister a brother
lost in unforgiveness never knows
what it’s like to walk across
The Golden Bridge of reconciliation
The Golden Bridge meant for bonding, meant for hope
meant for me and you to love one another
and forgive
what’s done is done and is underneath
The Golden Bridge
that bears the weight of unforgiveness
Longing and mistakes,
That Golden Bridge doesn’t look so golden
only when it’s time you see it
only when you forgive
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I have finally arrived
yet I have been here
a while.
A long time coming,
but I’m here
God is my friend and well
I am a friend of God.
I am God’s friend.
He doesn’t leave me,
He’s proven He never will.
He is not like those who leave.
He is one who stays.
When we stray He stays.
When we wander He’s right here.
When we walk away He carries us.
How Good A God Is He!?!
How Good!?!
“I am His and He is mine until the end of time from here to there He is there outside of time and inside of me He is there Jesus forever faithful friend of me” – Kory D. Brinza
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There is noone like you O Lord,
and there is no God besides you
you have shown me great and marvelous things
things I’ve misunderstood greatly
things I could never misunderstand
in their fullness
I Am
He Is
My Lord My God My Rock
My Joy My Peace My Love
I Am
He Is
Everything good in me
and Every good thing I am not
He is
I am
His
The goodness of the Lord is something we cannot mistake for a counterfeit.
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When everything crashes and starts to make sense
it must be by accident
it must be the accident
the hit to the head that changed everything for me
forever I am different
this is grace
this is His Face
this is a million crosses different and aligned
this is many mornings of sorrow
and many nights of joy
this is losses and gains forevermore
this is my new life
this isn’t by accident
this is my New Life
This new life I’m living now will never change
This new life I’m living now will never be the same
It changes day by day moment by moment
my view is not the same
my heart different too
who is this new man I see
this new point of view
sees points differently and views
who is this new child who’s learning
that everything can be new
that everything can be new
that everything can be new
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God makes kids men and women
God makes kids dreams
God makes the best out of every situation
God makes and takes what’s His
and makes it beautiful
what wasn’t but first was
God makes kids
God makes kids lives
God makes beauty arise
God makes dreams fly into the future
God makes kids who make great things
God makes kids who make mistakes
God makes parents who were once kids
learn from their mistakes
God makes parenting great
God makes great kids
God creates, shapes, plans, ordains, successes, and reestablishes our lives to be better men, women, and children. God makes it all better t
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atleast I know I have been forgiven
Here
Now
I am a Child of God
and it started with you t
and it didn’t start with me
and it now is left with you
forever
so I can be forgiven
seven times seventy times 7
i choose fourgiveness
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i consider it all garbage
i’ve considered them all garbage
every memory I didn’t like
every memory I didn’t love
was worth nothing to me
but pain
until I realized their what made me
what had to break me
so he could remake me
for days
on end
I hated them
and now
well
time will tell
the purpose of it all
has left me in awe
of the
redeeming grace
do you know him?
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Kids will be kids
Until
Their hearts are so broken
They become villians
Love is the only repair
And it takes time
It takes time
It takes time
To feel the love given
To be able to make the decision
That safety comes in a multitude of safe loving people
In a safe good dangerous loving God
In a safe place
At a
Safe time
Save time for those that need it most
So they too know
Love
And
Can
HealEach of you if you talk to enough people will find someone who needs this love, find them, walk with them, love on them, he did.
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I will tell you you were worth the wait
Just like my Lord
Better than I thought you’d be
Worth the wait of all my days
It took to see you once
Again and again and again I will watch to see you for my first time for the lasting impression you first left on me at first glanceMy dear, dear woman you will be the epitome He made you to be. You will be ravishing, adorning the finest of God’s creations, beautiful in more ways than one, and the kindest.
Atleast that’s my hope. -
For a long time now I have found myself a fishermen
a fisher of souls
God has found, me, a fishermen
i have desired to reel in big fish small fish female and male fish
God does not discriminate all are worthy of The Net
The Net soaked in blood sweat and tears drives forward to attain what’s His
to obtain that which he purchased all these beautiful fish all these beautiful souls
Fishing is a favorite past time for me and I’m in love with the memories of my Gramps taking me and my brother fishing. Little did I know that that too was discipleship. That too was fishing for men.
i miss you gramps
God caught me in His Net
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today is a New Day
that I’m grateful for
today I will rejoice
because today is not
Yesterday
I layed my head
woke up
the Son rose
and showed me
that Today’s a New Day
I will rejoice in this day which the Lord has made. I say it again, rejoice.
Psalm 118:24 (dramatized)
I find myself rejoicing today in a new way because all the things that have happened to me and the things I have done don’t define me.
God does the defining in me.
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EVERYTHING THAT THE LIGHT TOUCHES
BECOMES NEW
BEAUTIFUL
STARS OF GLADNESS
SUSTAINED BY THE GLORY OF THE LORD
EVERYTHING THE LIGHT TOUCHES
BECOMES LIGHT
NEW GRACIOUS BEGINNINGS
NEW OPPORTUNITIES KNOCKING
NEW FEET FOR THE JOURNEY
NEW NEWS FOR THE HEART AND EYES
NEW LIFE FOR THE OLD LIFE
NEW LIGHT FOR THE DARK TIMESTHE LIGHT THE TRUE LIGHT IS THE GOSPEL OF JESUS CHRIST THE SUSTAINED GOODNESS OF THE LORD, THE RESURRECTION AND THE LIFE, THE ONE AND ONLY GODMAN JESUS CHRIST.
I took this tonight as I was walking to my car. God shows up when we need Him most. Keep faith close.
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It bleeds, through
onto you
above it all
I have it
come in, to view
ALL
Only When It Happens
Relentless Passion
No Longer
Held Captive
Out of the metal
and
onto the skin
Out of the metal
and into
History
So permanent
Choose wisely
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The jumping
The running
The playing
Aggressive stops
And
Go’s
Quick Transitions
Up the field
Comradery
Win or lose
Opportunity to dominate
The succession
The failure
To succeedGrowth
Omnipotence
Character Building
OpportunityThere are few things that offer the opportunity to grow in the way sports do, athletics in general. I’m grateful for every athletic opportunity I have been given. One thing you cannot do is leave anything on the bench. You have to leave it all on the ice, the field, the court, because that’s what it was made for and that’s what you were made for.
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How much joy is in your glory
How much love
and
How much grace
What if your
weight carries
me
and
makes me
lighter
Sorrow comes and goes but God’s glory lasts forever. Thanks Jack.
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We will all be
Together
Nothing separating us
No clear differences
We will be One
Together
God stooped low
so that we
Could Be
Together
One
Common Criminal
Left To Die
So that we
Could Be Common
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Remember to fly
Today
Remember to spread your
Wings
You are an Eagle
a falcon
a fighter jet
Made to fly made
for war
Made to eat
and Made to Soar
Remember to FLY
this is for those of you who need to be reminded maybe that you have wings and maybe there meant to be opened and maybe just maybe your made to fly
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Deep calls
to Deep
You call
to me
I Run
After You
You find
Me
Here
Now
In this
Place
Again
Grateful
Loved
Accepted
His
Mine
His
my heart for you is to find out how umashamedly he loves you. -the author
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I will take
A Drink
I will live Forever
In His Name
I will overcome
through this clarity
I will rain and I
will pour out
This Pure Water
How many drops of water exist in a bottle a lake an ocean a vessel?
May we all be filled with God’s Everlasting Water. May we all take a drink.
I believe this is God’s heart for you to take a drink of the water He’s poured out for you.
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It’s all because
of
The Wood
If you see
what
I see
if you
Look More Closely
You will see that
Nothing Seperates
Him and Me
You will see
I’m too
Part of the Wood
and so are you.
You may think sometimes that you are not a part of what Jesus has done, but upon your belief and acceptance of God’s one and only Son, You are family, You are worth the Cross.
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these things happen
in God’s watch tower
in the place the hour
Glass Breaks
and sand forms
into glass
on His Watchtower
these things occur
in accordance
of His Accord
Not mine
and
not yours
His
Timing
is
Timeless
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You’re not your own
You have been bought
I paid this price
So that You
Can Be
Free
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Run fast Run hard
Run well Run wisely
Run with the prize in mind at the end of time
Run forever
Persevere never
after the things
You left abandoned
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He is among us
Above us
And
Through us
Loving us
Encouraging us
Never
Shaming us
Always
Affirming us
He is among usGod never shames us, he’s never shamed me. Shame is a manmade construct in response to the fall, satans device to keep us in protection mode from God. Who is the author of love, He is Love Himself. Not shame. LOVE
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Corban the Cutie
asks and demands
feed me clothe me I’m hungry
cleanse me wash me I pooped I peed
flaunting God’s beauty in a way I never thought possible made possible
fearfully and wonderfully made
imago dei my nephew my joy
imago dei hearts on fire
imago dei day
cutie pa tootie
you made it
Corban
gift of God
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In the Beauty
there is light
love
acceptance
and peace
In the Beauty I have seen
I have seen You
In the Beauty
belightened with Grace
there is hard work, diligence,
and faith
In the Beauty
I want to be
In the Beauty
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Love your neighbor
Love your neighbor is what I want you to do
Love the person who lives closest to you
Love the man the woman the child
Love your neighbor for a little while
and Just maybe your neighbor will love you back
maybe your neighbor will give you a snack
maybe your neighbor will give you a chance to take from them
but maybe just maybe your neighbor will give you a chance to love them back.
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It’s Fourth of July
The family’s waiting for me
But I can’t help but ride out this American Way. This American Wave
I’ve seen it many times the Veteran grateful that were grateful
For His Service, He waves.
I see you old man
Your sacrifice was just, vietnam has lossed, and I am free thanks to you. Thanks to you.
So as I sit here I think as to whom I will take this drink and make my sacrifice
For God and Country
Thank you to all veterans and those still serving our country. You have done us proud.
And to you I give an American Wave.
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I am so overwhelmed I can’t cry
There’s so much pain
and it just stays
one tear will move the mountain
one tear is all it takes to make it break
to make the ice melt just enough to shift
one tear based on the truth the healing way
The Healing Waves have come
They’ve washed over me
One tear starts it all, a warmed heart underneath
underneath it all I needed a hug a warm embrace
Underneath it all was cold forgotten and dismayed
But I always knew that one day it would break
The warmth
The Embrace
The Face
Once I remembered it was Dday
on my emotions
Tears fall like rain reminding me of sunny days
because what you don’t have you desire most
The Son before it snows.
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From the fetal position
to belief in the positions of
Power
I never once felt like I had power
I never once felt I could dream
Lost in nightmare surbia
A child without belief
still believed
Things would change
And they will
But only if they do
Change
And they don’t stay the
Same
Rages
of unbelief
Locked in
Cages
Wave after Wave
Reminders of love lost
Remembering the losses
The disease took from me
That Eats
Everything I see but Me
I still Remain
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This guy stands in the way
of everything He has for me
I lay him down as best I can
and then I remind myself
Again
Not Again
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God Himself is way better than
I could have
asked
thought
or
imagined
and I did Imagine
I Imagined what it would
be like to know the Creator
of the world and I
found out
it is-He is
way better
way Greater
way more imaginable
than I could ever
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How can green lead us to lay down and rest
and get up and goGreen means growth and I’m growing now
Look at me I’m growing now, I’m Green
Hey kid you got green in your teeth, that’s right that’s me with my green smile, living in the green is nothing I could ever see, but now I’m here living in the Green, the Green
Sprouting from my pits and my ears I’m green, I’m growing now
I guess this is what happens when your planted in good soil, you grow Green
Plant food, real food, The Word sown, a good mood
I started to sprout
Sprout, I’m growing now, Green, I’m growing now
I see the green, the Garden before me that is behind me now lays in secret, the new to come
Walk with me in the Garden, never leave my side, we’ll be green together, together we can be, Green
Your message has been sent
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My God is my banner
My Banner has risen high above me
I can say with all my soul
that I have seen
Jesus be my Banner
Jesus Be My Banner
Wherever I walk I talk or go I will never not have an identity a guidon exalted above me
That tells me and everyone around me
That He uses to remind me of who I am, where I’ve been, and what He’s brought me through
A Banderole, A Label I am happy to receive, under His Care, Under His Victory
The Lord is My Victorious, Triumphant, Glorious, Care filled, Conqueror
The Conqueror of my enemies
The Reason I’m a conqueror
My True North, My Compass, My Direction
My Banner, Jehovah Nissi
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When my president was shot
When my president was shot he was watching a theatrical performance
When my president was shot it I thought it was fire crackers
When my president was shot I lost my family
When my president was shot I lost my freedom
When my president survived I knew good was happening
When my president survived I knew there would be change
When my president survived I knew that God loved him
I was there that day, where my president was shot
Before the pops, the cracks of gunfire there was joy and peace,
But we all new something wasn’t right, something was amiss
My Dad and I knew that something has gone wrong
when the anticipation of the moment begun with suspense
I first showed up and saw pallets of water being thrown on the ground. It was a very hot day and clear skies in that Butler Field, the people were all kind, but I was nervous.
There were a lot of things that I saw that day that caused me to feel a little curious as what if questions arose in my mind.
What if this happened or what if this guy made this choice. I will leave the details of these ponderings to myself for now and those that want to hear more.
I was battling health that day, my Dad and I left about two o’clock that evening to head up to Butler, I wasn’t sure the level of support I was offering President Trump that day. My Dad convinced from the beginning of his first term that he was the best thing for our country. I myself was not until this happened. We showed up and everything was peaceful, there were not any slurs of hate or discriminatory remarks being thrown about just people patiently anticipating the arrival of President Trump. It was a scene that unless disrupted all was well.
A little about me, I have been praying for a move of God in our Country for a significant amount of time and I believe it’s coming and has already begun. 🙂
When I was there that day the health issues I was facing and the physical heat of the day and unfortunately the issues other people were facing as well consisted of low energy fatigue, I did feel faint at times, but others did faint and the emergency responders did a great job of taking care of those people. I noticed after many what if conversations and the uniqueness of the American Flag being contorted by the wind to some say, “looked like that of an angel”, I asked my Dad why aren’t they fixing the flag. Little did I know God was about to show up in a Big Way, after many downed bottles of water offered to me by the kind people around me, I saw to my left a twenty something year old girl kneeling down and catching the shade of the people around her. I then decided to try the same thing and sure enough it worked. I knelt down one time catching the shade of the people standing behind me and knew if I stayed down I wouldn’t be able to get back up and so I used it as a quick opportunity to rest and cool off and then I rose again. Standing there with the heat hitting me again asking questions like why is Trump taking so long and what do these secret service agents keep looking at. Clearly there preparing for his arrival, but, what else is going on. I kneel down again, this time is different, in a way I can’t fully explain I just went into prayer as my knees hit, prayer for the people of our nation, prayer for the protection of the people there, and prayer for the protection and guidance for President Trump.
Not long after I prayed that short prayer and stood up Trump’s envoy showed up. I saw it first before the people standing around me and some time later President Donald J. Trump starts speaking I hear his voice, but I lost him in the crowd scrambling to see where he is and not able to find him, the man we were standing there with then tries to point him out to no avail. Then my Dad has me move up and I hear President Trump, but still cannot see him in the sea of red, white, and blue. The bearded guy from Butler then says, there is a podium on the stage where Trump is speaking and “he is speaking, standing behind the podium speaking.” He points.
Just then, just then I was able to take in the view of our American President and what rose up in me next was a conviction to yell out, “the Hand of God is on this man’s life” and it happened, pop, pop, pop, pop, my first thought was, “some idiot kid just lit off some fire crackers. But there was an eerieness about. My Dad and others in the crowd them murmer stay down as we get as close to the ground as humanly possible. My Dad as usual, the guy willing to brave the worst of thunder storms to get a glimpse, then rose up with a few other guys in the area to see what happened. I on the other hand did not pleading with my Dad to get down after hearing, “is he shot?”, “did he get shot?’’
Two minutes later, “a long while considering what just occurred,” security then runs by the fence line 20 feet away yelling, “stay down”. I’m thinking adrenaline pumping, “I’m gonna kill those kids, how selfish” and “you don’t have to tell me twice”, and then the reality sets in, the President of the free world was just shot, so many questions racing through my head, I knew prayer was the best response, so I began praying quietly as my dad and others encouraged me to pray. Jesus was there, I know it for one because he is everywhere and there is nowhere he isn’t, but by the responses of the people I saw him and quite honestly how I responded as well. We then about 5 minutes later were told to leave straight out the entrance and droves of Trump supporters then exited as cattle. This was the most fearful moment for me consistently fearing then, seeking someone out who needed prayer, and then fearing again thinking, “are we being herded away to our death?” I then prayed for a girl and her boyfriend she was very distraught, God was keeping me together as I was questioning what will happen next. Women were speaking on the phone frantically and people walking by said they, “saw blood”, and “he was hit in the ear”, the most clear of those voices a women I overheard very clearly stating, “He was shot.” I’m thinking who was and then it dawned on me, when I was laying down ready to get up, I heard a roar coming from the front of the crowd, we now know that this was the victorious moment, and if I may say bad a** reaction of President Trump getting up bloodied ear and foot after just being shot, fist pumping in the air yelling “FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT!”
God was with him and God was with us, I arrived home safely and rushed over my neighbors as we knew they had the news on watching what happened and puzzled of the true result. It has taken a while to heal from that day’s events and I am just grateful to be alive, but not everyone was not that fortunate that day.
Corey Competore, thank you for your sacrifice and your devotion. RIP Brother
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I’m grateful for My Pillow.
I have a place to lay my head.
The Son of Man had no place to lay his head.
I have thought about this often and have been reluctant to give up my pillow.
Mike Lindell who has a beautiful redemption story clearly alighted by the God of the Universe and His Grace has gone through the ringer. He once worth 30 million and an employer of many people was ostracized by mainstream media and some hollywood elites because he believed in something and fought for it.
Maybe he thought I can’t just lay here in comfort and lay my head here on my 30 million dollar net worth and let others “have no place to lay their head” maybe he wants what’s best for others even though it will and does cost him something.
I for one admire his pursuit to make change where he believed change needed to be made.
I believe those that like to “make a point” out of the ambitious are part of the problem.
As I write this, I’m literally laying in my bed resting my head on a My Pillow my parents bought me. This is a pillow I’ve had many nights where I look forward to resting my head on and I’m reminded through the comfort I’ve recieved from this that:
“Every good a perfect gift comes down from the Father of Heavenly Lights or other versions the Hand of the Father.”
In my relationship with God I realize that the most Good and Perfect Gift is Jesus God’s Son and I am in no way comparing my pillow to the Son of Man and Savior of the World, but I find many gifts on a lesser but also beautiful and acceptable scale are things like a guitar, a pen, a printer, and a pillow.
So Mike Lindell I just want to thank you for your efforts to make a good pillow for me so that I have a place to lay my head, even though the Son of Man the Lord of all creation Jesus did not.
This post is out of the gratitude for an object and the Giver of good gifts. Not an endorsement of any legal premise. -
I’ve been everywhere man, I’ve been well not
Everywhere, but I have been to a lot of places
I’ve been to Hawaii, Africa, Mexico and the U.S.
well I was born there, so does that count?
I’ve seen trees that can hold cars
and cars that can hold trees
I’ve been places
I’ve been places
I’ve seen things, mean things, green things, wise things and foolish beings
I’ve been there and done that and there is still a lot to do
That’s why I have a long to do list
So I don’t forget to do a lot
But can I ever really forget?
Forget, the purpose for which I live?
Can I really put away the desire to preach, teach, learn, grow, applaud, smile and rejoice?
How could I ever be a man I’m not to be, thoughtfully I decline.
I decline any way of being that isn’t me, thoughtfully I decline the ways which are not meant to me.
To me to me the meaning matters and endless chatter cannot fill the void.
I stand still and know that I am known.
So stop and think to take a drink and see if you relate to My Exploits…
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Auxin sets in at the point it breaks the moment I feel okay
The concentration, anticipation hardens
Thoughts race
Through my cranium
An all out assualt on my every dream
The process sets in and now I grow
Not if I don’t go through
Not if I run for comfort cover
The battle is there to build me
The me I never thought I could be
Me, the me I am amazed at times I see
Isn’t that the place we all want to be?
To be in awe even once of the me
God makes us out to be?
Your message has been sent
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Pain I have seen, fled, and felt
I have held onto
But the flood of the good
The fearful wave I have been dreading
That reads I will hurt you
No More
No More will that wave subside
or wave goodbye
Good day sir’ I heard today
Good day indeed’
When I saw the good
wave on through me
When I felt the good rush ease my soul
When memories of memories soothed my membrane
A dopamine Hit from the Heavens
Crashed into me
And I felt
Nothing but Peace
God’s Peace
Your message has been sent
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I know God is faithful to bring her to me
I just don’t know the time
Or
How many lines I will write before that day
I’m grateful for my friends who have been with me along the way
Telling me no way too often as I wait
For the day
The day The day I will cry out from my spirit
I will peel back with gladness
And scream aloud a
HALLELUJAHHis work is done here I have arrived
Is something I am not confident in saying ever this side of Heaven at this timeand so I wait
Waiting groaning at times for the times to come
Contentment come closer you’re running away from grace
And so I wait waitless
I await
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When you have hope you know
It’s realI don’t know what to write anymore
It ebbs and flowsMy heart is broken shattered glass in the heart of regret
Hope is what you have when you don’t
Hope never really left
Hope in and out
Because hope never leaves
Hope never changes
Hope remains despite circumstances
Circumstances alone
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Let me tell you about the skies that I’ve seen
Let me tell you about the wine
When it sparkles and I drinkI’m a fool to the divine
Let me tell you about the roads that I’ve gone
Their long and long and long
Let me show you the scars that I have
That you may seeAll the mistakes I’ve made are aint
Who I was made to beI was made to be stronger than I was before
I was made to have purpose to walk right through the doorThings have been looking different to me so I look the other way
Still hoping for the change to be from sea to shining sea
From every mountain and every valley
I long to be a better manBut until that day right here is where I’ll stand
Waving to greet you when you walk on by
Hoping you will crack a smileWaving to you as I say goodbye
Atleast for a little whileGo home now
And make the best of your lifeGo home now
And make love to your wifeGo home now
And see what you seeThat the skies they are changing
For both you and me -
Theres a depth to you my son
That others haven’t seenThey’ve seen the red, blue, the green
But they haven’t seen your spleen
Even if you do everything right
There still is painThere is a long dark road
Where the light shines brightThats my soul my good old soul
A long dark road
That leads to light
Thats my soul my soul -
I’ve been thinking about a woman
She’s a shock to me
Her long hair
I don’t care if it’s messy
Her long hair
I been dreaming about a woman
Hoping we would meet
She looks so good
In that black dress
She said hello
I said Hi
She is my everything
All I know is goodbye
To all the other women
Is what I want to sing
And sing
And sing -
What is it
You desireWhat is it that nothing else can
Fill the voidWith something you yearn something you long for
What is it
You desireIs it something physical like a clock, a trinket, or a watch
Or is it something physical like the scaling of an unbroached mountain
What is it
You desireIs it emotional or spiritual like that of a feeling
Love
PeaceWhat is it you desire
That you will give up anything for to get
What is it you desire that you will do anything to achieve
What is it you desire
And
What’s stopping youWhat’s stopping you
Yelling Halt
Don’t go there Don’t do that It’s not worth itWhat is it you desire so much that nothing will stop you to get it
THAT’S Desire
That’s the feeling that drives me
The unseen are hard to overcome
But the seen the seen well thats Desire -
I thought what it would be like many times
To end it all
The pain
The worry
The grief
The trauma
But if it ended
Then what happens
Next
Next is a construct to help survivors of trauma and those still struggling to be reminded that there is always a Next Day, a Next Situation, a Next Opportunity in this life, this isn’t it and it never was, there is something NEXT.
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All this hard work I put in
I was afraid of seeing the results
Believing my flesh as it screamed at me
This isn’t going to help
This isn’t going to work
This isn’t going to break
This is the first time I’ve believed in myself than
I thought they believed in me
Don’t run this race alone
It wasn’t until I knew that this would break
Until I knew they were in my corner
Telling me their my coroner and that old man is dead
I push myself for this new birth realizing
The waters breaking its my turn to push along with my Father along with my mother the birth pains are real along with the breaking of the womb
I’m breaking through its coming new the birthpains are real but so is thisthe Birth
Congrats to my Brother and Sister in Law on their baby boy! -
OMG
I am amazed by this
The Refreshing
The pouring out
The filling
The waves
The wind, all of it, All Of Him
There is nothing like it in the world
It can only be found within the grasp
of those that love because he first loved
THE REFRESHMENT
The Pouring Out
The filling
The waves
The Wind
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I have to be honest when I say that the world is getting better with this one
There has been less punishment. For me anyway and for that I’m grateful
I’m still astonished how some people find this to be the most refreshing
As if the punishment that there handing out with be as delicious as peppermint gum
for those of you that like peppermint
for those of you that don’t wintergreen or speariment
for those of you that don’t like mint gum, well juicy fruit
the point I’m getting at here is that punishment is not refreshing like a mint at all
The Scripture that comes to mind here is, the Lord chastens those he loves
root word, LOVES
When we bring punishment, which we never should
because in most cases the one receiving the punishment, has not and will not understand it
UNTIL
they understand HOW MUCH they are Loved
This is a sad realization to me that I know all too well
Punishmint before love is Punishment without love
Please Please Please
figures of authority figure in the reception of your intention,
not just your intention
because intention when love hasn’t been mentioned, recieved, known and walked in
is no Intention at all
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the place that we all hoped to be
but when we get there it all looks different
the arrival is more about the destination and it breeds pride
the arrival is more about the journey, the pilgrimmage, the relationship
when we arrive we will not be disappointed
but until that day enjoy the grace, the trust, and the work it takes
when you’re on the journey
your journey to healing
your journey to hope
your journey to a better day, weeks, and years
this is the best day of your life
rejoice rejoice
you are on The Way
rejoice rejoice rejoice
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You’re not sure what you are missing.
There is a world out there son,
A Disney World
This World is not like any other world.
A world all it’s own.
This world isn’t selfish.
It’s for everyone to share.
It’s Walt’s World.
And there is nothing like it.
It was built on successes and failures.
Championed by the most unimportant of creatures
a
mouse
a
Mickey
Mouse
and his pal Walt
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Every time I see it
Every time I think of it
It scares me
the things lurking underneath
who could take you under in one breath
the swamps the swamps are what I see
the gators, the snakes, with one mistake
your food
do not get into the water
beware of gators
beware of snakes
no swimming in this lake
this water is green this swamp is mean
it will be your last swim
do not get in
the swamp
reminds me of all the places
I never wanted to be
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Affluence
The cause of minimal faith
And dependency on things that fade
We all desire it, if not all an honest most
If we were to get it
We would find
That there’s an emptiness inside
The possessions
Don’t fill the voidNothing fills the void
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I’m not too proud I don’t think not too proud at all
Sure I have pride just like every man
I have a lion’s pride
The kind of pride that one only has left when all other pride is taken
That’s the pride that I have
That’s the pride
That’s the pride I have
That’s the pride
I have the pride to hear one say job well done
or that’s a nice suit
or those are nice shoes, where’d ya get them
That’s the kind of pride I have, That’s the kind of pride
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The Roots run deep far and wide
I cannot cut them in my own strength
My dad has to help me
The roots so strong and wild
Hold up this young oak
The roots of mine I do not know how far down deep they go
How shallow they might be
I hope
I prayThey grow down deep
They gather
They takeThese Roots I know
These Roots
These Roots
These RootsThey have their purpose
They grow in timeSome hold me down
Some hold me upSome hold me fast
Some quicken me to the divineThese roots these are nothing
This is I know
No trouble at all for the root maker
No trouble at all for the root takerNo trouble at all
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God are you ashamed of me?
Why am I ashamed of myself if you aren’t ashamed of me?
God are you proud of me?
Why am I not proud of myself if you are proud of me?
God are you angry at me?
Why am I angry at myself when you are not angry with me?
God are you sad for me?
God I think you’re sad for me.
Why am I sad for myself when you are not sad for me?
God are you afraid for me?Why am I afraid for myself if you’re not afraid for me?
God are you worried for me?
Why am I worried for myself if you are not worried for me?
God are you upset with me?
Why am I upset with myself when you are not upset with me?
God have you given up on me?
Why have I given up on myself when you haven’t given up on me?
God have you left me?
Why does it feel like you’ve left me when you haven’t left me?
God do you adore me?
Why do I not adore myself when you adore me?
God do you accept me?
Why do I not accept myself when you accept me?
God do you love me?
Why do I not love myself when you love me?
Identity
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It’s as if sometimes I can’t find it
Sometimes it’s locked
Sometimes it’s barred
It’s as if the door has forgotten me
And I have forgotten about the door
And then I remember
And I see the door
And I enter in and its way better
Way better than anything
I could of imagined
The door oh how I need to enter the door
Some days I bang on the door with all my strength with everything I have just to find out it’s open
And at that moment I feel foolish
For all my disbelief
And walk right in
Just to find myself behind another door
And another door
The doors of life
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God I don’t know what you’re doing to me
You must believe in me
Being that you put me through me
I’m glad I’m getting better, but this has been a long road
I want what I want more now than ever and I’m honestly not sure what that is
But I want it
My appetite has grown for it
The dream
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I confess to you that the lights seem a little brighter today
As hope grows so do the lights, so does the feeling of wonder, amazement in awe of who You are
This is my narnia, my God given narnia
My experience given to me that heals the wounds of this worldI love this part of following Jesus and I pray that every man, woman, and child gets to experience this for themselves
The Secret Garden, amazement and awe, a place where the imagination can run free as it is led by the Holy Spirit of God himself.
There is no greater place to heal and be met by God’s firm but gentle grasp.
I am so grateful with repentance comes a pouring out of love from the throne room of God and floods into this world calling me to another one. This is my narnia, my secret garden, my hope in the lights.
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Gotta put the work in
Whatever your capacity
Whatever you have
Put
The
Work
In
You get out what you put in
You get out of there
Fighting
And
Clawing
Put the work in
If you have ever been faced with unexpected situations which I believe we all have you find out what you’re made of for better or worse. My favorite part of this battle is realizing how strong I am, but also that the light in me keeps shining brighter, and that’s the hope isn’t it. The Light in us getting brighter and brighter I can think of no greater reward to look that of a star in the midnight sky or more like Jesus the True Light. I sure hope that’s me, but not in weakness but His strength. -
You came for me when I needed you
a park bench was the scene
a day before I was pulled over
drunk, mcdonald’s was the officers cryptonite
that and an old friend
I really loved my neighbor that night being that I was right across the street
I don’t who I want to thank more
the officer who let me go
my dad who picked me up
or my friend for knowing who he knows
all I know is
that mcdonald’s employee
wasn’t honest when they said
no there is no cop car waiting for me
many days I spent couch surfing
just trying to catch a buzz
low life situations sure have a way of sobering you up
I want to get to know the me
that understands why I found myself
surfing trying to please the roommates
no identity but man on couch
he buys me beer
riding the waves
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Is it me or is it always strange like someone is always trying to influence
covid must be going around again because I have the influenza
everyone I meet screams be like me except for the ones that
think less of themselves than me
These social situations
These influences
How do I know who I am
with all these Influences spreading their influence
There are those that scream I have my life together
There are those that scream try this new drug
Why is everyone always trying to influence me
And why am I always afraid to influence others
I know how persuasive I can be
and if I direct them wrong and no one else corrects their path
they’ll be lost forever
so
much
pressure
to not be influenced
and
to be an influencer
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It hurts still to this day that you are not here
I was out drinking and you were gone like a mystery
I remember tending to your wounds
from that mean dog that bit you
Mysterie a mystery now a misery
I’m grateful for you Mysterie
the time that we had together
you were my pal tough as nails
I’ve only met one dog who could hit
their head so hard and it not rattle
them one bit her did Mysterie
one bit her and one bit me too
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This is goodbye to the man I knew
He needs to go away
I know longer need his love
I know longer need his strength
The man that’s new
cannot be so
unless the man that was
is sown
Goodbye to this man I knew
who made my heart so black and blue
the rage contained it needs to know
that I’m saying goodbye to him I know
Elephants remember everything
I must be part elephant because
I cannot forget
So goodbye to this man I knew
to few to few years we’ve had
to learn our hearts
to long we have never been fully set apart
so goodbye my friend my only one
goodbye goodbye to none
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What we had I don’t remember
for me its all missing
I don’t remember the laughter
I don’t remember the triumph
I don’t remember the soccer
I don’t remember the orange slices
I don’t remember the storm
I don’t remember the air hockey table
I don’t remember I can’t remember
I can’t remember the bicycles
I can’t remember the trips around the world
I can’t remember the flights
I can’t remember the sights
I can’t remember
Maybe that was some other guy
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I never thought we’d ever be apart this long
I still haven’t learn to live without you
How is it that this much time has passed
Brother
I know I was and still am far from perfect
The wrongs never make it right
I just hoped we’d fly one last time
Brother
I’m not sure what went wrong and why we always had to fight
I’m not sure if you are the one I hoped for
I’m not sure who you are anymore
Brother
I guess this is growing up
Long distance relationships never last
I’ll still be here
Brother
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Don’t we all want to run the perfect lap
as fast as we can with out looking back
up out of bed and into the night to discover the perfect night
I want to run the perfect lap much like Paul who ran his
I’m afraid I fall short and exchange gas for my flesh
and death for my life
hoping to get ahead
I think we all want to run that perfect lap
faster and faster and faster
adrenaline pumping
gears ripping
I will be the lap man I will eclipse every runner
if only my car was fast faster than slower
my engine is clogged with all their manure
I try to shake it off but its encapsulated
weighed down by my ankles
locked to the ground
firm to the corners
pushing for the crown
I’ve tried and I’ve tried until all I had left was nothing and nothing can’t get you too far
Gas I need Gas in this old rugged car.
Into the night and out on the street
lights are not light more like disease
without them we wouldn’t know whom to compare
in this race this race we all would be laid bare
and maybe that’s it
just sweet humility
so that we’ll all stop racing
and find unity
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Why was it always February
When I fled for dear life
Like a deer in headlights I froze
Like a gazelle in the safari I fled
from a Lion in the Streets
I know the parable and perhaps
you know it too
that a sluggard Imagines a lion
in the streets
and doesn’t go out
because
of it
because of it
because of it
I fled
Every February I fled
What was I afraid of
Why am I still running
Something must have happened
that February day that I have run so fast and fallen so quick like a
flag at half mast
I’m aghast I’m confused
well whatever it was
I know he knows
He knows because he reacts
he isolates and retracts
he defends and defeats
himself in
repeat
he defends and defeats
himself in
ways I know not
Because I know not
what happened that February day
what was I chasing to have only to find
mistakes mistakes and an appointment divine
where would I go if I knew the answer
to the ache and weight of that February Day
To whom would I seek
for redemption and loss
To whom would I go
to tether the cross
I’m broken you see
and I know it knows
that February Day
That February Day
has escaped me you see to hide in the shadows and bring low my belief
That February Day it took more from me than I know
Something has happened this much I know
That February day will be resurrected
This much I know
He’s not finished yet
That February day cannot stand silent
it must speak and shout and scream the event
so that healing can happen
That February day that hurts so much
was February was February was February
too much
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Thank you for the experiences I have been given
I’m sorry that I’ve taken it all for granted
There are days where I can’t hold in the emotions
Because I realize how good you are
and then there are days where I see no blessing and no good thing in you
I am so sorry this is how I see you and don’t see you
I’m reminded of the footprints poem
That when I don’t see you it’s because you are carrying me
I’m sorry that I always try to do things my way
and I try to fix things when they break
I’m sorry that my trust ends and my faith waivers
I have felt wave after wave
as I ride it up and down
am I like a wave of the sea blown and tossed by the wind
Yet I am still afloat so things can’t be that bad can they
I’m still here
Somehow
Kory is not your absence of faith that you are getting hit by the waves its because of your faith.
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Could you imagine a place where nothing hurts
nothings sad
nothing doesn’t work
Could you imagine a place where tears don’t exist
and gears don’t break
and laughter doesn’t end
Could you imagine a place where reconciliation is happening over and over again because forgiveness is everywhere
where the Colors are vibrant and new
where the Animals are friends too,
the ones that you hope could speak do
Narnia on earth?
Where the trees wave and say hi
and the rivers wave never goodbye
Could you imagine a place where you are you the best you you could you
I can imagine it too
Friends if you can’t imagine this place I wholeheartedly understand why there are things that happen to us in this life that take away our ability to dream and worse walk out those dreams. I have good news for you Jesus is a dream giver backer. Jesus can make it all better and has and when you receive him into your heart with this simple prayer from your heart because you have realized he is running after you you too can receive these possibilities and they are possible, to receive and give love, to receive joy and desire to share it with others, to learn the way of goodness and do good to others, the way of peace and even extending that same peace so that others can experience it, this is truly the journey that keeps on giving in ways that I never thought possible. Maybe this is what it means that Jesus cup is always overflowing, it did take along time for me to see it and I’m grateful for the church that taught me these ideals in a way I could understand them.
Friends, pray with me this prayer from your heart and your life and future will never be the same a true heavenward trajectory, “Lord Jesus, I ask you to come in to my heart and mind and be Lord of my life I have got a glimpse of you being better than anything this life offers and I would like more, In Jesus Name I pray.”
Also if you desire Jesus to begin the healing process in you follow me in this prayer, “Jesus I welcome you into my pain, I know things aren’t how they are supposed to be, but would you please heal what hurts.”
Watch
Jesus
Work
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I remember writing for the Gospel times
actually this is the first time
Oh how I long for those Gospel times
We worship together
We lift his name
The feeling of the Spirit breathing out the excitement through song
I miss the Gospel songs
I miss the Gospel times
There is nothing more that I adore
than worshipping the Lord to
I heard and old old story
How the people used to worship
OH The Gospel times
Have we lost it
How the people used to worship
or is this just as good?
I can hear it in my bones
That our Savior came from… Where?
Glory
He sought me He bought me He saved a wretch like me
I heard about his groaning oh his precious bloods atoning
Man I can not get enough of these Gospel times.
….and I repented of my sins and won the victory
Seriously people is there a better song?
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Friendships have slipped through my hands like blades of grass
sometimes cutting on their way
big ones small ones
the cuts are the same
a reminder
of the hurt I received that day
God is teaching me that rejection is actually redirection
There is nothing a person can do to you to change your trajectory you are always heavenward
Reject, Lie, Cheat, Steal, Use
None of these change your heavenly trajectory
I needed to hear this earlier so I’m sharing it now
Even death doesn’t change your heavenly trajectory
If you believe
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The time when I was young
went by so fast
It ran it leaped it dashed
The time when I was young
was a time
a time
a time I would like to forget
a time I would like to forgive
The time when I was young is now the time that I am old
I can not help but be the child inside
to grow into the man
I need to be
Do you know this man?
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Im lost in this valley of confusion
Trying to find my way
Is it right is it left
Or is it straightaway
Where should I go
Where should I stay
That this hope would remain
I know its here with me
But its lost to me today
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Adonai, Elohim
I am not alone I am seen
Will this blog be read I see
The Longing The Longing
This blog will not be written until I see the
Longing the Longing
Adonai, Elohim
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Yours are just feelings you’ve never been through war or worst
Then why does the pain hurt so much if this isn’t worse
I’m confused and have been for a long time about my way, my purpose
My hopes are it’s divine
Have I been foolish to percieve that God can actually use me
I can’t I won’t I can’t give up unless giving up is the right decision
I don’t know if you know what it feels like to fall, but I sure do it feels like walls racing upward past you that you cannot grip,
It feels like sorrow that leaves and comes back again it feels like everything in life is perfect and then it isn’t
Well friends, the truth is everything in life isn’t perfect and the pain may remain and I honestly don’t have an answer for you in it other than ask Jesus, if he’s a healer and I believe him be then why would you not ask him in your pain.
Do not get me wrong I know how painful it can get and then it gets better and then it gets worse and then it gets better, that is until you realize your healed and then you move on up and out, onward and forward, please please please ask him into your pain so that He to can help you this way.
Jesus knew suffering.
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I am a child of God and that makes me feel wonderful, that their is someone who truly loves me and doesn’t force me into that love. When God first showed me that I am his child I had a hard time believing it and honestly still do, but as I write this I’m reminded of the goodness I have recieved from him, if I could only keep focused and remember that, I would be a better man. It is not that God doesn’t love you where you are, its that you have to first understand that he loves the broken and wounded parts of you, and from that place you understand how much he loves that child inside you wounded, lost and from there perhaps maybe you ask God to show you how much he loves you as a man as you heal.
There is no child inside
Emotions broken emotions
There is no wounded child?
No son there is.
Just not inside
Well then where is he?
That’s a good question
He is broken, and he is lost, but he is not inside
He is outside in the cold
Where the weather and the rain wet his brim
He is freezing, his teeth are chattering
He is not inside, but outside
Oh the pain
Oh the rain
Oh the time has gone. It’s gone. The time has gone yet, I still remain. -
I confess to you first and foremost that I am one who has a had hard time recieving this free gift, but I think its because I didn’t understand it, but I’m grateful because through sound preaching I have been able to see the truths of God’s Word.
In God’s Word it says that Jesus is our free gift. I’m grateful for this because I have tried to earn many things in this life including his life, death, and resurrection, and I can reassure you that this is impossible, but that’s the good news you don’t have to. It’s a free gift.
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I’m just a pilgrim
I’m just a pilgrim Lord
Trying to find my way
I get lost I get tossed and thrown astray
I’m only a man and nothing more
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Grandma I remember you everything’s not okay
I remember the ice cream
And the rides on the slayI remember toys r us
And inside ash trays of your soft blue interior
You were not a smoker, You were not a mean person
I remember you I remember you
I remember Mancini’s bread golden brown with butter oh so delicious
I remember wrestling I remember everything
I remember when I tied your shoes to Aunt Mary’s and you kindly looked at me under the table and said
What are you doing down there?
I remember My hopes are you remember me because you need to remember all the good I now see
I see a light a love a glow a heart full of love from the start
Thank You Grandma for who you were
We All Needed You
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I have seen a million little crosses all along my way
This Healing Journey
It has been awesome
Awe inspiring humbling gracious in every wayMy Yolk is Easy and My Burden is Light was the first thing that rested
Upon My Heart
Upon meAnd It Has Rested
The Rest Oh The Rest it is truly the best
Nothing like it is this restA million little crosses I have seen
One of every moment, one of every dayI Set my eyes Upon Him He set my eyes Upon Them
A million little crosses
A million little crossesA million little crosses so that you can see
Everything that He’s been doing
Healing you and Healing meI am not alone and He reminds
Me this that even If I Do Not See
A million little crosses
HE IS STILL WITH ME
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I remember when you gave it to me
It was the end of everything
Of you and me and you and I and we
A great reminder of the pain
One day we’ll be
One day we’ll be
But Not Here
Not Here
We won’t ever be -
The nails were meant for you son, but they were also meant for them
Tell them, Tell them the nails were meant for them
The nails were meant for you daughter, but they were also meant for them
Tell them, Tell them the nails were meant for them
The nails were meant for you Dad, but they were also meant for Mom
Tell her, Tell her the nails were meant for her
The nails were meant for you Mom, but they were also meant for Dad
Tell him, Tell him the nails were meant for him
Tell them all, Tell them all the nails were meant for them
Your message has been sent
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I am a man of unclean lips
I am a man
I am a man with man’s hands and the feet of a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man who will face man’s trials
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man who will admit defeat
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man who cries the tears of a boy at times
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man who is not afraid to face his fears
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man who will face life on life’s terms
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man who knows right from wrong
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man grateful to be a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man after a woman
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man destined for goodness
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man worthy of his calling
I am a man
I am a man
I am a man whether you like it or not
I AM A MAN
Your message has been sent
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What you have done might have been overlooked, but I have seen it.
You think that you aren’t that important, this couldn’t be further from the truth.
Thank you for your sacrifice, women of the Church, We See You
We
See
You
When you wipe diapers, we see you.
When you do less than what you had hoped, we see you.
We
See You, women of the Church
There is great responsibility to the women of the church, Great Responsibility
To Mother, To lead, To nurture, To feed the infants, the children
Thank you Mothers of the Church
Thank you Daughters of the Church
You may not think We See You, we do
Single women
Thank you single women of the church
We See You
Thank you
Thank you that the rewards of this life are not always given to you, but you serve, you serve, and it
Has Not Gone Unnoticed
Thank You
Thank You
Thank You Women who have lost loved ones
Thank You
Thank you
Your loss has not gone unnoticed, Thank you.
Your message has been sent
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It has become something unexpectedly horrible
a place to drain your sorrows
a place to celebrate
a place to die a little inside with each drink
on the road again
on the road again
Why am I on the road again?
After 1
After 2
After 3
Why are they after me?
It has been a long time since
but it hasn’t yet been long enough
please extend this weary soul
please help those who can’t help themselves
from making BIG mistakes
in even bigger ways
I’m grateful for the lessons learned,
but not if everyone has to learn the same lessons
I’m an overcomer
not an overblamer
not a man after your pain
a man who knows the pain
Your message has been sent
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Oh the Lamb, Oh the Lamb
Oh, how I love the Lamb
Of God, of me, I love the Lamb
He made me, he breaks me
He makes me, he takes me to new Heights
He makes me new, He changes my view
He is Everything to me
the sadness sets in when I realize I am still a child of sin
I do not wish to be this way, but this flesh, this flesh, is always with me
Take from me everything, That I may have Everything
from you, everything in view just out of reach, everything good and everything clean
YOU WASH ME YOU BOUGHT ME, I AM NEW
THE LAMB YOU SEE HAS PAID THE PRICE
THE LIFE HE PAID IT COST HIM GREATLY
deny him no more you aimless wanderer
it is not his will for you to say no no more
no more this and that, and chit and chat, its time you see, its time
Its Time to do what he has asked to fulfill The Request
THE LAMB HAS DIED YET THE LAMB LIVES
a lion waits you see to devour what is left
BUT A LION OF JUDAH STILL LONGS FOR YOU TO COME TO HIM
this is for those of you who know the truth of Who HE is and He is Truth
and you know it, you’ve denied it for fear of loss,
That HE IS LORD MY LORD AT LAST
The sheep the sheep is Now A Lamb
A LION TO RETURN
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he steals what is not his to take
he is not who you think he is
he is Worse
he is much worse indeed
You have not known that he was exactly where he said he’d be
Longing Longing Longing to take from you Everything
Is the wolf the wolf
his clothes are nice and neat and clean
his words are better better and glean
upon his chest lies gold and myrrh
but not The Son is he
he is Worse
Much Worse
he is fake
he’s a snake
he looks for you who he might devour
even this hour
He seeks He longs to Set You Free
he seeks to take what isn’t his
He Rejoices In Truth
he rejoices in lies
so who may you choose that He should rule
THE LIGHT! THE LIGHT! I CHOOSE THE LIGHT!
It’s over you see the time he ruled
and for that I’m grateful and for that I’m restored
Lies Lies Lies I tell
what is my name? the wolf the wolf
And Who Am I? THE LORD JESUS CHRIST
I RULE AND REIGN AND YOU ARE HERE
TO BRING ME GLORYI AM GOOD AND NEVER WAS WORSE
I WORK EVERYTHING FOR YOUR GOOD AND FOR MY GLORY
YOU ARE WELCOME IN MY STORYI took your nails upon My Hands
I took your nails upon My Feet
I did this so that you may see
that I am Good and not the wolf
I do not steal what isn’t mine
I do not break I do not take
away the good and leave the pain
I am just a prayer away
KNOW ME
LOVE ME
ADORE ME
I AM YOURS
But
I AM ALSO MINE
I AM LORD
Your message has been sent
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I own you
I own you and you are owned
I bought you with a price
You’re safe in my arms
My protection is safe
You’re safe
My armor is safe
I am yours
My Will is safe
I am yours
You are stronger now
I am stronger in you now
I am yours
I do not have to worry about the attacks anymore for I am safe
Your message has been sent
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God i’m here to worship you
To see you in the Colors
The yellows
The purples
The pinks
The blues
Oh the blues
Your message has been sent
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Do you want to be the fire or the fire hydrant?
Do you want to be the one who denies your brother the good news of Jesus Christ?
Are you willing to sacrifice everything for the Gospel?
Have you ever seen the JOY come over someones face,
when you told them, and they heard it for the first time,
That Jesus Loves them
And
That He Died For Them
Your message has been sent
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When I was young I hoped to be
a man that longed for acceptance
a man who was accepted
a man who was loved for who he was
and not who he was going to be
I am that man
Learning my way
Facing the day
Knowing
One day
I will be different
I will be Woodlawn
Your message has been sent
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Trust and Believe
Trust and Believe it was Me
Trust and Believe
Trust and Believe it was Me setting you free
Completely
Your message has been sent
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Aslan,
I am grateful to have met you here.
Here is a place I have wanted to be for a long time and didn’t know it. Here. Next to you looking through the sea of glass so blue. Longing for a better view, only to be found in You.
Do you Trust me? Is it True?
That a Lion can be as good as You?
Making me a good view?
Making me good news?
Making me newYour message has been sent
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When God showed up He showed up at Disney.
When God showed up He showed up in Naples.
When God showed up. God showed up.
When God showed up I was Grateful
When God showed up I was Full
When God showed up I could do nothing,
But rejoice and delight in Him
When God showed up He knew I needed Healing
When God showed up He sent me you
When God showed up I showed up
Here I am in Blue
Your message has been sent
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I hear your cry
I hear your cry
I Hear Your Cry
I HEar YOur CRy
I HEAr YOUr CRY
I HEAR YOUR CRY– Jesus
Your message has been sent
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Oh How I Love Your WORD
Your Word Is Great
Oh How I love your word
Your Word Is True
OH How I Love Your Word
It heals me, Redeems me, It Jolts me, Completes me, It longs to be read.
It grows it knows the way I should go
OH YOUR WORD! OH YOUR WORD! OH HOW I LOVE YOUR WORD
I rejoice at that sight of it,
It cuts so deep
It longs to complete what I choose to repeace
You Are Sovereign
You have built my house
I am your Temple
I am Grateful this is the End
of me and the beginning of You
OH How I Love your WORD
It has raised me and abraised me
I have suffered many rebuke just to learn that I was never right
and thats okay when the Love is So Great and The Stakes Are High OH HOW I LOVE YOUR WORD
Your message has been sent
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Love is all I need
Love I’m with you All Ways
Love I don’t see you the wrong way
Love dies for love
Love lives for love
Love loves
Love love
love
Your message has been sent
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Racism, such a hateful word a discouraging verb an encouraging to noone senseless pain driven concept,
I’m Here
For It
The love the grace I dont care what race Im here for it. I love you. Im here for you to hear your story to know your point of view, the Joy you brought me today was very unexpected the love I recieved I choose to covet long enough to remember, that Iam Grace 🙂
Together
Together lets break off the Rust, together lets learn to trust, together you and me we can show the world the flesh and the devil that he isn’t in Us, Together we will be Together Together.
Together were tethered, Together Were Free, Together its over, not even a need.
Your message has been sent
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God’s eyes are unseen,
Kory your mind has entertained many different perspectives of who I Am, what you need to know
is in My Word,
and you can take that to the Bank
and I own the Bank
Son
I’m here for you
You can trust me,
in the Dark,
and with the devils
fear not
I’m with you always
Love God
Your message has been sent
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Every time I think about what I don’t have
I forget the sparrow
You have provided for me time and time again
and time and time again and time and time again
And I still forget the sparrow
Help me to remember if remembering is better than the distrust that turns from suffering to fulfillment, Help me to Remember, Help me, Help me to Remember.
I forgot
He provides the food, the shelter, the emotions, the love, He provides everything I need
love
Your message has been sent
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I’ve known a lot of them
They always come in pairs
But this time, this Way, was a Generous One
It was a Generous Two, A Man and his Helper
Your message has been sent
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The possibilities are endless of where this Road is going to take me
There are things not to wonder, but there are things to Wonder
I wonder if wandering around aimlessly is actually providence
I wonder if every step I take was pre established
I wonder if this will all fall apart
I wonder, I wonder, I wonder
I wonder when things get dark if I will ever see the Light
I wonder if I will ever face persecution for my faith
I wonder, I wonder
I wonder if I will ever reach my goals
Your message has been sent
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I met you quickly, everything shut down
I was amazed of the opportunity before me
I wondered to myself could this girl be interested in me
As I look back, is this another missed opportunity forming
Gorgeous woman, I was impressed by your class
They way you carried yourself made me think
I wouldn’t mind doing dishes in your kitchen sink
I wouldn’t mind sweeping the floors
and taking out the trash
If you gave me time to get to know you
I would be a lucky man as luck may have it
everything shut down in an instant
You left with a smile
Commonality accomplished, the heart I desire
I couldn’t help but ask myself, should I break the mold
Risk everything and ask
For her time, For her New Wine, For Her Graceful Spirit
I needed her and I knew it, so I sold out and showed her the way out
knowing some women need an exit to enter in to something of meaning not based on sin
I hope I see her one day again, soon would be to soon and not soon enough
Is this what it feels like to fall in love?
We have a lot in common, we are both broken vessels hoping for a drink
Is that enough to share a life, a kitchen sink?
Your message has been sent
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Soft spoken I am hoping to bring peace
Lovely I am like the evening breeze
Grateful I am If you would see
The Heart of Gold I carry
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More. That’s what I cry for, Everything is less when you want more. I am starting to realize there will always be a need in my heart for more. Because more is what’s in store when this is all said and done. I know no other way. I can’t help but deal with the shame of having hope and not seeing more. The more, The more, The more I’m hurting more and more, the more I hope, I’m wanting more hope, more relief, more grace, Some of you might read this and misunderstand that and I choose to pity you because it hurts too much to lose to you, So like Giles Corey this Kory calls for more and I don’t know another way, But to cry for MORE MORE MORE while I wait. -
You want your friends to know that you would go to bat for them, and have their back for them, for them. I’m someone who feels like there back is never scratched, but always attacked, and when I hope you have my back all I see is your poker face, The one that says I’m here for you always no ways, Poker Face, Like I got all the cards and I know this game and the hand I play makes it harder for you to say I’m a loyal friend, I’m a confidant, and I have your back always. I think the people you think are lying to you should not be with you or be seen with you. I think there’s another way to navigate. The worst thing about the poker face is I’m still wondering if I’m even in the game and you know when you’re up against the wall you can’t help but fight your way. Your way is the highway if all you see is their Poker Face, No matter the Race there will always be atleast one with a poker face. Scheeming attempting to force their way. Allegiances are won through trust too late if there’s a poker face. -
Oh Wow, everyone says this is the best season, but only when they’re out of it. I have known this season for a long time. Single Season the best season, while all the rest season they’re life with free will accompaniment and tell you to rest in your single Season. Everyone in a Single season hope it’s just a single season and not a whole life that they will be without a husband or a wife. Most people whether you’re ordering fast food or in the batters box, aren’t crossing there fingers saying man I just hope I hit a Single, most order the double with fries. Single Season means I will fry out in the sun and get a tan season and hit the beach season hoping I’ll get a few hits or likes on my human social media account. So God, I can’t help but ask what is the reason for my Single Season? Is it because a woman is literally that Captivating that if she was in my life right now I wouldn’t be able to focus on you when I’m sharing the Gospel with the New? Or is it because I’m not ready for something new until I’m finding contentment in You in a way that’s new? This Season is my Single Season and though I’m grateful to be alive I still like my potato with chives, I still like my husband with wives, and I still pray for the day that I meet her, hoping she doesn’t just look at me like meat and walk on by, but we meet like meat and tenderizer, get to know her, learn to love her, for who she is, and who God is working her out to be. So as long as I’m in this Single Season I trust that God is better and I’m better for it even though it doesn’t seem so sometimes, I will focus on sowing seeds and fulfilling needs and bringing peace, and enjoying me and God, Until he gives me that Nod to Steal a Second Season, To give my heart away another day in another way to a beautiful dane, hoping that she will say, I’m gluten intolerant, but not intolerant of you. God is my favorite will you be my Second point of view? Will you remember to put God first in all that you do, I like you’re smile, but I really like your point of View. -
At every waking moment I long to see you move
into my light into my frame of you
I have known you long time and for a long time I have knew
That every dove I have ever seen, Holy Spirit that that Dove is you
Counsel Counsel Counsel I have received from so Sweet A Spirit
Longing I have had for more of Him
Grateful for the comfort joy and contrite Spirit
Longing for the day I do not sin
Grateful Grateful Grateful tears I cry when washed by the years of endless wisdom
That there is nothing I could do to stop this Dove to choose to look on from Above
HE is with Me all ways always He is with Me, I Rejoice the day I made, Reception
The Dove, The dove, the dove I’ve seen and tasted every sight I see
Longing for more I wait at Heaven’s Door shore knowing the Ocean I will go
Into The Holy Spirit deep
Holy Spirit Holy Spirit Holy Spirit I cry for Thee
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He tells me if I Believe I will never be the same
I hear, SO much Excitement when I hear His Name
But how do I know what He’s saying is true
If I’m my own Evangelist too
The greatest Joy is sharing what you Hear, that is unless they don’t have Ears
But those that do, They see THE TRUTH, They long for more, from this moron
Who’s been changed, So I GO, I GO and look for lost souls, broken, and alone
Because I know in the cracks the light will Live
Your brokenness is a gift, is not something you tell a kid
I don’t respect you is something you don’t tell a man
I don’t love you is something you shouldn’t tell a woman
But we all do, through the Evangelist that always speaks
So whether I’m here or there I always want to walk in a way that says, This Evangelist Cares.
And is here to bring hope, the Light of the Gospel, the One who knows.
He cared enough to die for you so that you may live,
He Created you
He longs for you, with the faith of a little kid,
You can accept him, and when you do
Your Life Will Change Too
So now’s the time I Depart
But I leave my words to rest upon your heart
To nestle down a birds nest picture
Is the way to receive your first Scripture
Although most of us reject it
It fulfills its purpose for which its Sent
For hopes that you will accept his scent
and one day pursue it because one thing I know
Is Enough is never Enough, and more more more will be your cry
But what do I know
I’m just another Evangelist
among the Evangelists
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You just did everything I told you to do
You didn’t need to sin
You don’t want to, but you still did
Ache
It’s like an earthquake being afar
How after all this time do I still sin?
Is this what it means to be
Human
I told you last time was my last time that wasn’t my last time
You know what I long for, what I think I need
But yet I’m here waiting for the dawn to break
Joy
It escapes, just long enough so I can mourn my mistakes and enter my shame
I know what it takes, turning my back to all the snakes, clogging my ears and yelling Grace,
I need Grace
I then remember that you know what its like to be in this place and even though you made better decisions you and I are the same, atleast in that way
It’s over, It’s over, you don’t have to go back,
Okay, Okay, I choose to Repent
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Stop your squirming, I am I can’t stand it anymore let me outta here!
Stop moving around I can barely breathe, this vehicle is way too small, and you didn’t shower.
WHYY, WhYY am I stuck in here, Are we there yet?
NOPE, and Quiet down back there! Okay’ I guess I’ll let these thoughts stay trapped in my brain and never heal and never know what really happened, THE SHAME
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It’s unexpected how well this is going to work out, but it will.
My life has felt like a storm, like I need an anchor, or I’m just going to fly away.
My anchor does not guarantee that there will not be a storm, but more that the storm is coming, and its Coming.
Run, Run, Run AWAY. THE STORM IS COMING, THE STORM IS COMING.
AND IS NOW HERE.
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That just brushed teeth feeling
The freshness of the skin
The Aroma
I must have been dirty
since now I’m Clean
I Was
How Dirty was I that I must Be Clean
How Dirty was I, How Dirty?
How Dirty Was I That I must be Cleaned so Delicately so Thoroughly
I was I Was DIRTY
BUT Now I’m CLEAN
thank you for washing
me
Your message has been sent
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It’s the goal is it not to remain pure!?!
what has happened in so little time to upset the status quo?
Is she pure?
What a disgusting question to ask
Does she live a pure life, that’s better…
Well what I’m really asking is if she desires to live for God
in you know… that way.
Is she not asking the same question?
NO
Will he love me?
Will he judge me?
Will he surrender his pride long enough to see me?
I Don’t Know
All I know is what I can offer you
That’s an opportunity to sail the Ocean blue
That’s a willingness to go where they will not
Too make sure you are Not Forgot
Okay, I guess I’m ready
But what if he doesn’t love me
And what if she doesn’t know what I need?
This is the trouble of relationships you seek
You both have needs You both have wants
But if its up to me I hope to see Purity
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