Here is a place you can come to experience God in a way that I have best communicated Him. Through creative writing I have portrayed the high's and low's of my life's story. Please let it inspire you to do His Will.
Kory is a man who is learning what it is to love, grow, and be more like Jesus, but he had to first learn what it was to be a child, a child of God.
I remember the first time I saw your charming smile and your doll eyes
I wanted you to be mine
I just didn’t know what to do with the pretty girls
You were so cool and you changed the room
Pretty girls, pretty, pretty girls
and then you became a woman
seemingly over night
and I was just a boy
who thought he lost his sight
But then
I went to the sites
because I couldn’t gain insight as to how
These pretty girls became women over night.
The place where I know people care about me.
Hear People Worship!
The Lord of Lords and the King of Kings
See the women serve!
He Who Built Every Thing
It’s Not Just A Building
It’s Not perfect people
These have needs to be met
And That Is Why
THEY ARE HERE
Recognize
Acknowledge
Trust
Enjoy
Your ExperiencE
You’re only human
There is nothing like what I’ve seen
A friend of mine told me his grandma used to tell him
These are souls going to Heaven
I have seen them and they have seen me
They have lit me up and warmed my soul
I am grateful I look for the rays
I am one who knows where they come from will you
ask me so I can tell you Who?
To whom they belong these beams of light
that aren’t that heavy and take the weight away
I have memories and memories of the Light shining through
Memories and Memories of YOU
I have faced an evil king
just to discover who I am
I have slinged many stones of faith
I am David, I am David
I have faced my enemy
who was bigger and stronger
I have slayed the lion
I am David? I am David.
I know my God and he knows me
I have been brought from low position
I can’t do this alone
I am David. I am David?
You have seen me fall and I am fallen
You have wrote me off and I am written
I have lost my sons and they have gone
I am David? I am David?
I am a king and I have won
I am alone and weak
Yet I am still a victor?
I am David? I am David. I am David.
I was a shepherd I loved my sheep
I was known by none
I found you in song
I am David. I am David.
I am a man who knows the God I love
I have faith in Him
I am a man after his own Heart
I am David! I am David?
Yes
You are David who I know
And where I say You go
And You know Me
I am David! I am David! I am David?
Yes
My Yes is Yes for you
You are Fearfully and Wonderfully Made
You have Purpose
I am David! I am David! I am David!
Inside and outside I hurt
The swings don’t settle the pain
Why have I let this war inside
Greatness escapes me
Love overtakes me
and I can’t see the light of day
Why, Why, Why??? Why did you take this from me???
Who are you so great a thief to steal my peace.
Why, Why, Why??? Did you choose me
to take what you couldn’t repeace.
To Steal what you couldn’t replace?
Why, Why, Why??? Are you not here
my soul, my soul, where are you???
How wrong it is to feel this way
When I’m awake I feel the pain
Why have you brought me here
To leave me here
In such away
Please don’t go
Please don’t go
and take
Everything,
from
me
I have seen it rain many times in many ways in many rhymes.
But never have I seen it rain like today.
My past reminds of all the times I have rhymed, pain remains, though I do not stay the same.
Tears fall like rain drops a reminder of better times and the times to come.
It’s not over. It’s not over, it just begun. It’s suffering attached to joy that brings me joy attached to suffering so that I can suffer me just a little longer.
I love to let my mind go out the window to get wet in the rain.
I wash my mind with the Word hoping to never remain in the same mind frame broken.
But I’ve changed! I’m not the same man. I’m a new man making the same mistakes, why is the most distinct smell that of when night crawlers scream, Too Much Rain!!
Demons delight in too much reign, but not when they remember Who Reigns, “Oh the Agony”, “The Travesty” How much longer must things be this way, Rain.
Wash away yesterday, all of my mistakes in Jesus Name I am free and if it doesn’t Rain I will not Grow and If I do Not Grow I Will not Change. So It must Rain another day, another time I’m reminded of the change when it rains.
Rest, I Guess I needed rest and so it Rains, and it Pains and it Remains, But even though it Still… I’m still changed.
My brothers in arms
my arms my legs my body so weighty
my mind in need of endless encouragement
I need You
I need You as my body needs water
I need You
I need You as the desert needs sand
I need You
I need You to tell me over and over again
How much You love me
I need You
I need You to show me that I am not alone
I need You
I need You more than anything I’ve ever needed in my life. You
I need You
I need You like peanut butter needs jelly
I need You
I need You like my faith is empty
I need You
I need You like water is thirsty
I need You
I need You
I need You
I have felt discarded by many and misunderstood
as if I was a man on the side of the road left for dead.
Stripped of his belongings, his confidence, and identity.
Left alone to deal with life’s pain.
Counselor after counselor from such a young age,
What is wrong with this boy who is so much trouble in my grade?
I am grateful to say that this man you see
was once that ungrateful boy who had been through a mess
Unfortunately I hoped he was gone but a part stayed instead
Everyone denied, judged, and treated me wrongly
Just to have found a man who had seen my pain strongly
He said, I see how much your hurting, it’s easy to see.
I’m the one that can help you it’s me you seek.
This man was not human and everything I need.
You wish for a lot and pray and think this doesn’t work
Until God sends an angel to prove He’s at work.
Discarded I was and so astray
But this day He saw me and even in my dismay.
I was then told of a healing that I may seek
That causes my worst wounds to reach their peak
I knew it was my time to face my worst pain
and I now know a Healer who shows me The Way
At my worst I found the best of humanity
A Good Samaritan I tried to seek
And I finally found him and found out He was Me.
We had much in common and he knew my pain.
Because earlier in life he had been through the same
It takes the broken to understand the shame
That this abuse carries and the weight that remains
My Good Samaritan saw me
And with the most he could do
He sought me and bought me and tended to my wounds
Today is a new day and the healings not done
I couldn’t be more grateful for the son that He Won.
So with this new day comes a reminder of pain
Of once I walked in No longer my name.
You would of thought I was broken
and you would be right
This was just so you may see the light
Shine through me Oh Light that they may see
That they too have A Good Samaritan
That died on a tree.
This was not the end
but only the beginning
of every good thing
that you may see and you may seek
You must know this now when it snows
It is just to remind you that His beauty grows.
So as I conclude
I hope this finds you
In your coldest of seasons
and warms your heart
The winter is over
The Son is now here
Rejoice with me
and hold Him dear.
He did this for you
So you may see
His unending love.
Love,
The Author,
Kory D. Brinza
Tomorrow is another day
Hopefully it doesn’t carry the same weight
You said your yolk is easy and your burden is wait…
The greatest is yet to come
Keep the faith son
Your almost there
Your getting there
Hurry up wait
Is something I don’t say
Forever
I don’t want to live forever without the Son shining on my face, forever
I don’t want to live forever knowing I never started the race, forever
I long for forever forever, forever
Because forever is ever increasing, forever
Increase in me that I would be less, forever
That I may forget that I exist, forever
Long enough to love the Rest, forever
My hope is in you, forever
I’m so grateful that things are not the same, but the reflection remains the same.
Help Me I cry looking for a way
I didn’t because I couldn’t and I am now because I can
Is this what it’s like to become a man?
My faith is greater
My grace I see
Oh how I longed to view the view I have
lost many along the way
and weights are heavy with the wait
My heart ruptures with every quake
Knowing joy will come the next day
I hope for a better life
Often to find the same
Grace is mine I feel it
It’s mine and you can’t have it
Selfishness is breeded from brokenness
If I was healed why would I not share?
So the blood that I look on
Shows me the face that sees me
and I do not die
But live
and so I look on and hope on and grow on
to go on sharing His love
because you must know and you too must GO.
Would I be like Gideon and offer you cakes meat and broth,
or would I be like Samson and lose my Strength to Delilah
Have I had the opportunity to choose?
What would I be?
Would I sacrifice my last two pennies?
Would I reach out for your strand of clothing with faith?
Am I that brave?
Have you wondered what I would be?
Surely not.
But you have sent me and I will go.
Hear I am send me I cried and you Answered again again and again.
But the works not done we are just getting started
Finally I’ve arrived to the place I will go
Ive waited Ive longed Ive hoped that He would choose me
So I wait
I hope
and I trust
He’s with me
one of the Sent ones.
Oh the Joy I have
It never ends
and encompasses
Everything
Oh the Joy I have
Created Me anew
Oh The Joy
Oh The Joy that lives in me
Every time I step up to the plate I want to knock it out of the park.
Every time I set up to the free throw line I want to shoot a swish.
Every time I shoot the puck I want to hear post and in.
Every time I kick the ball I want to curve it inside the goal post.
Every time I swing the club I want to drive the ball 300 yards.
Every time I play quarterback I want to throw the ball downfield.
Every time I swing the racquet I want to hear Love.
But unfortunately that’s not what happens.
Instead I foul tip, air ball, miss the net, miss the ball, slice, throw a duck, and lose my grip.
I believe this is what life is about.
It’s about shooting and missing, but having the wisdom to know even though you shot you may miss, but you still need to take your shot.
This page is me taking my shot. If I miss, well, at least I took my shot.
So next time you airball or slice or foul tip in life, remember, we all have.
How big can this possibly be that I cannot take it down with faith and a couple of stones.
Who are you that blasphemes the name of the One and Only True God?
You may be a mountain, but I was given a mustard seed. MOVE!
Goliath, has yelled and yelled and I have heard him.
Shadows of Goliath have haunted me.
A part of me fears the outcome of this challenge.
Another embraces it.
Run! Run Goliath! Because I am Not Alone!
I am in your eyes smaller than giants, but My God is with me.
Run! Run Goliath! Because I will have your head!
But this Strength is not mine but His!
I am not Alone Goliath! I am not Alone!
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